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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Are Ghosts Real or Just inside my head??

Okay to be honest about that, YES, Ghosts are real inside your head.. LOL, so I will give some tidbits on the reasons why there are no ghosts or paranormal crap so your mind can open and then I will give some science study to show its all in your head. I use to watch , well still do for the fun of it but these shows are popping up on every channel now, was just SciFi had it with those 2 dudes as plumbers now TV stars for selling ghost stories LOL... first clue, its the Science Fiction Channel (SciFi) hehehe okay but really even courtTV now named uhhh something new but they also now have a show about ghosts, what are they gonna take them to court LOL, its big bucks and remember the first clue and now the second clue is TV , yes fear sells big time on TV..

Okay now for some tidbits, first off these shows always get the people to tell them what they saw and get a lowdown on whats haunting this place , then they set up and wait then turn out all the lights, waiting for the witching hour LOL, ......., WHY??? all the stories are when people were at work or home and the lights were on when they seen a ghost, people don't walk around work at 3am with a flashlight looking for ghost, well gee its because its spooky and looks good on TV, dark pictures with these people runnin around in the dark hehehehe I can't believe they think ghost will come out at night, if they were real they can come out anytime they want too, why only set up for a few hours anyway and not like a week or a month and run this test equipment 24/7 for awhile, maybe because they could not make a show about that... LOL

Another thing that cracks me up is the fact that they always say spirits are left behind from a traggic death...uhhhh this is not fact because then all ghost would be pissed off to the max and there would be no good ghost, they always say ohhh there is a good ghost but there is an evil presence in the house whooooo whoooooo... WTF if thats the case I can see alot of traggic deaths, man has been on this planet for over 6,000 years and there has been alot of deaths during this period, and why is it just man, animals die too... look at all the elephants that got killed for there tusks, why is there no angry elephant ghosts running through the jungles scaring people off.. LOL , think about all the death on this planet for millions of years, why is T-Rex not scaring us? has his ghost gone into the light , hmmmm maybe but why not a few stay behind and scare other animals if not us, yes your dog runs from the ghost of T-rex .. LOL

Another little tidbit to ponder is like they say from the civil war time , ohhh I saw this man dressed in a confederate suit with a hat, so they say its general so so wtf , anyway uhhh, think now he died in war, traggic, did his suit die?, and his hat and belt and the buttons on his suit, if so then alot of wool and cotton would be haunting us too along with alot of other plant material, the man died, a living man died, why is he wearing a suit then as a ghost, he should be naked, because his suit did not die and turn into a spirit, or did his suit die? Say a man dies in his car, hmmm james dean and his car should be driving down the highway then, or would just his spirit be here? spirit or ghost, they don't where clothes because the close have not died , or the brass buttons or a metal car... ohhh the woman ghost on the stairs is wearing a dress, looks like a old dress, well yeah because the fable you heard told you she died in 1800 something and they described a white dress to you as well, just another seed planted in your head... ohhhh now you see some theory here... yes planting seeds I am I am LOL...

Do you have to have a soul to be a ghost? well some church minded folk believe the old testament and think animals have no soul, well if this was true then there would be no animal ghosts, maybe thats why we never see old yeller sitting on the porch, he had no soul the poor dog, so do plants have a soul?, what living things have souls? can you tell me please.. just curious if you have to have a soul to be a ghost because lets say in a forest fire, all them animals and trees would become ghost from a violent death and next time your in the woods they would be haunting you, maybe huh, you think... or is man and only man can be a ghost on this earth?, I really would like to know this answer for sure.. What makes a ghost or how is a ghost made?

okay another tidbit of a seed to plant here... now back in the 20's and 30's there was a german dude named hans holzer, google it, he decribes alot about what ghosts are and can do, he says they can not move objects, like light switches or rattle chains and open doors that are locked shut, WHY?? well its because he explains ghosts are a energy and not a solid form, kinda hard to explain here in this post but if the wind was blowing hard enough it might be able to turn on the light switch on the wall but for a ghost to blow into your house at 100 miles an hour well the wind gust from this wild ghost might open your door hehehehe well anyway you need to read about hans and get some insight because I think he even believed they did exist but science was not up to par back then as they are now, hans had no way to test the human brain with test equipment, they only look for ghosts , well what if you test the brain and see what it is doing, hmmm not good for a TV show because then people would know and not watch anymore...

Well the Science Channel, not SciFi Channel but SCIENCE CHANNEL, did blow the cover and it made alot of sense as to what these paranormal people are seeing with there testing techniques which I do have to admit, it does make a good tv show but so does freddy and jason which are also based inside your head, well freddy lives there hehehehehehe and now we will explore the realm of the human brain and see what goes on inside, the first bit is the planting of seeds help... when someone tells you this place is haunted, then they decribed in detail all the hauntings and where they happen, well now your brain just got some seeds planted and now the show inside your head will play along with this script...its like you now know and will remember this story as you walk into this house or hotel and you will keep playing this story and just maybe you too seen the ghost of old yeller sittin on the porch.... really he is a ghost you know.. LOL

Now we all know the brain works on electricty, the human body works on little impulses of electric current and our surroundings have a big affect on what we feel and see and hear and most of all , its all stored in your brain and can be played back at anytime but beside that lets get back to the brain, now for a deal breaker, these paranormal freaks have this meter called a EMF meter, well its for detecting electromagnetic fields, and they say when it jumps its a good indication of a huanting, hehehehe these guys are funny, yeah its true hehehehe in a sense because your brain works on this and so does radio wave and electricity in powerline and just about all things work with EMF, even this planet has alot of EMF in places all around the world you can peak that meter from just walking through the park, hehehehe so yeah we are huanted from EMF alright hehehehe ghosts must be made of Electromagnetic Energy, because most elements on earth are or have this propery within itself or can generate this energy...

Now we know about that, here is some other facts about hauntings.... Your brain stores seeds of everything you hear, smell, touch and see, its all stored in your brain, so when you dream it will pull out random seeds and play a movie, its the only way to explain this but yeah you don,t dream of a girl that you never met or seen before, somewhere in a magazine or in a tv commercial or just walking through a park you seen this girl, you might not remember seeing her because it was just a 100th of a second glimpse but your brain stored this info in its seed pod... okay now we know about seeds, well if no one told you this place was haunted and you stayed at this hotel and never knew someone died in this room you are in, you might not ever see a ghost or even think about it now... so is it haunted for real or just a seed in your head? now if you see a ghost and was not told well then another realm has happened...

This realm deals withhow the brain works and its defenses as well, its all on electrical impulses and they did some testing with some folks, these guys were put into a room, then they submitted low doses of electromagnetic energy to see what the effect were, well most test subjects started to sweat and they became aggitated, and most started to sense and feel fear and could not take being in this room anymore, some subjects even said they saw stuff that was not there, because the room was empty but yet they seen stuff and believed it was real, this was a test of the brain for sure and the defenses were fear, they were scared to be in this room but why? well it was because the brain was influenced by this ectrical field which in turn made the brain just tracks and the seeds were like getting tossed around in the brain salad and it was like ohhhh so its all in your head, well yeah kinda....

Most hauntings are in old large rock or brick buildings, or in places of high electromagnetic feilds like close to a power station or something, bad wiring in the house, but for the old castles or mansion well they are built out of limestone bricks, large limestone cut into bricks and made into a castle, well they did tests and found out these stones contain particles which when you get alot of them togehter, like in a old 100 foot tall castle with a moat LOL had to throw in the moat but anyway these stones all piled high on one and another put off a high electromagnetic charge in the air, so you get your salad brain inside this old castle with no power around for miles you still see ghosts because you are in this feild of enegry which is a natural thing on this earth, shit happens and now you are in a field of enegry which will make you aggitated and maybe you will see stuff thats not really there, its all in your head...

Now most of these shows on TV are going to places that are of large old stone buildings and they say alot of torture and death happened in this old castle or this old mental hospitol people died and a nurse jump to her death from the tenth story and this old hospitol is now haunted, well chances are it has alot of electro fields in and around it and these seeds are in your head its haunted so now your senses start to run wild and this fear you have gets worse and ohhh shit you saw that nurse in the hallway of that building...LOL anyway in most cases with hauntings no 2 people see the same thing at the same time, WHY? hmmm dunno but I would like to know more about what goes on with these hauntings, I would love to go to a huanted house or castle, tell me and plant all the seeds you want and I want to see if I can shut that off and not be affraid.

On every show I have seen, they have not even come close to prove anything that is a solid case, not one, they might say ohhhh paranormal activity happened, well that just means there not sure, and with the voices they hear on tape is about the same thing, electromagnetic energy from broadcast can and will affect the test equipment, them talking on there little walkie talkies can interfere with the test, so everything they do, they have a battery on the tv camera for the light well that can effect the outcome of the test, these people really don't do a real paranormal test at all that can be a scientific statement, so I just laugh at the shows, why else do they have a TV camera for?? they are boring anymore to watch after watching this show about how its all in your head on the science channel.. damn them smart people on TV, kinda makes me now want to go and learn more about the brain salad mush we have in our heads.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

What women really want more than anything !!

Well I always knew this answer but this TV show was really fun and interesting to watch, it was about attraction and what we find sexy, male and female, so in short talk for the male, hehehehe it was simple, just look at the eyes then tits and then down and if she said yes well that was sexy, hehehe well sex for them, but the women on the other hand were really uhhhh like uhhh funny...

In the tests and all the experiments I learned alot, learn that when men sweat woman can not stand the smell at all, but when they ovulate they love the smell of men's sweat and will kill for it, hehehe really they hate men all other times so when its time to reproduce is when men can get lucky very easy, so remember that men and wrap your meat very well hehehehe ovulate means uhhhh prego if your not careful hehehehe..

I learned so much about women's behavior and what goes on inside there little heads, some I already knew and this little tidbit I always knew, all men know this, we are programmed to know, women want one thing from us, nope hehehe its not just a big fat dick, that's something they all want but even more this will shock ya, maybe but if your a woman you already know about this so its not a shocker and if your a guy well you already know too because you never get laid if your ugly but wait maybe you can......

In this test they took a bunch of women and had them rate pictures of men all different ages and sizes from 1 to 10, 1 being the ugliest fucker on earth to 10 of the ultimate species, anyway out of all the photos there was one 9 and yes he was so so cute I guess, but the women though so, and believe it or not there was a 1, just one but yeah he was voted by all to be classed as a 1... anyway several men were 3 and 4 and 5 then 9 hehehehe no 6 or 7's but one 9...

Okay now for the truth about women and how they rate cuteness, they then took these same photos to see what happens if you add like a fake career and boost it for the uglyfuck number 1 they made him a software dude that made $345,000 a year and then made the hottie number 9 a cashier and he made $23,000 and the 3 and 4 and 5's made between 50 and 100 grand, then they showed these flyers they made with the mans pictures and there age and earning and status stuff, well hehehehehe yes the uglyfuck #1 lowlife dude that sucked was now voted a 10 by every woman that saw his flyer, the hottie number 9 sexy bomb was a big fat 1 by all the women, the rest were still 3 , 4, and 5 and even a 6 and 7 because the one made like 150 grand a year but WTF, does money buy sexy and cuteness or what?

I can not believe these tests but there were done by doctors of science to understand human behavior, well yeah women are just gold diggers at heart because just a picture and they dog a guy to being below dirt but when they just saw his income he became a GOD, even the hottie 9 was a dog after getting as high as a 9 by all these women he was a dog when they found out he was a cashier, so being cute and sexy to a women is how fat your wallet is, plain and simple fact of life that I already knew but I still think this was important but they did not go off on this test like I did hehehehe I just think its funny because with just pictures a 10 did not exist but did when $$$$$$$ was laid out, and it did not matter who had it, they are GOD in the eyes of women...

yeah I know you all will say money does it matter, and yeah already heard about the little dick thing too and all these women said the same thing but the tests they were in and did showed women all wanted a big fat dick who had alot of money but hey dick size did not matter if you had money so the uglydudes with little dick, you all can get laid, just need to have a lot of $$$$$$$..... sweat all you want because with a fat wallet hehehe that don't matter, nothing matters but one thing and that's to have all the gold. Women should know not to submit to these tests, just shows whats really inside there minds.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Catch 22 for the mentally impared??? WTF...

This is how the CATCH 22 works, I live in washington, I worked in Idaho, so my unemployment claim is through Idaho, but since I live in washington, Idaho has no help they can offer for a dislocated worker unless I lived in Idaho, well if the mental shop could of waited another month we would of been Idaho residents and I could get all kinds of help from the state, WTF like since I live half mile from the state line and paid Idaho state tax and worked the last 2 years for companies in Idaho I get no help, stupid dumb ass mother fuckers, guess I will work in my state then, so fuck Idaho...LOL just letting it out... piss me off...

Well Washington is almost the same, I live here but since I have a claim against Idaho and not a Washington claim, this state can not help me with being a dislocated worker unless my claim was in Washington and that I reside here, Maybe if they had a state tax I would of had to pay even if I worked out of state, so change your fuckin laws bastards, hehehehe wait, ohh I like the no state tax thing.... but they do have one program that might help but its up in the air as well.. I might qualify for one program but its only if the big boss places me as a dislocated... WTF someone behind a desk who doesn't care about nothing but there state paycheck gets to decide whats best for me, FUCK ME like I need a good fuckin bitch.....

This is the fact I only worked at Mental Shop for 5 months and since I still have an active CDL they claim I am not dislocated because I can get a driving job since I did that before making bullets, well if I worked another month I would qualify but they say since it was a mass layoff that I am a dislocated worker so its up in the air on how they will decide my fate.. So what the Fuck say I am not qualified but I am considered dislocated by what the law states on one side but the other side says well you should of worked longer or gave up my CDL so WTF make up your mind and then let me know who I can be fuckin pissed off at...

I told them that I quit driving because I have a baby girl at home and need to be home and not gone for 8 weeks at a time so the nice lady will run this by her boss to see if I do actually qualify as a dislocated worker and can get some help.... So just maybe I will get some help because you really can't force me into a career I really have no means to do, I told her I need to be home to help my family and family is first and so lets hope this will work out, or else we will be out on the street with no home soon, I mean soon, too soon and I worry everyday so FUCKIN help me or I will be forced to do something else that would not be so damn fucking nice at all.. WTF some people just don't fuckin care about life at all, not like I am asking alot but just do your fuckin job and maybe I will stay and pay taxes and you can keep your job maybe....

What I heard on the news was terrible, Washingtons unemployment has not been this high for over a decade and they say is already broke new records and they predict its only going to get higher and higher in the months to follow, massive state cuts all over and well hopefully they can trim the fat and nobody will get help or some of the state employees can stand in the line with us to get there free fucking cheese....maybe lose their house as well fuckin assholes .... playing god from your office aint so sweet when they take your desk from ya... so remember you can't be first but you will be next... for clean version of this post, read the comments in my wifes blog.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Want to go to school but how????

I get online to look at how to get grants and stuff to go to school and I get the run around and just been going in circles, so far I see a few things I need to do is first pick what I want to do and then talk to somebody at that school about financial aid programs, but I thought there was like federal grants and special grants for dislocated workers so HELP what do I do to check into going to school and get paid for it some how or help to pay for the schooling since we have no money and might be homeless next month....

I thought it was going to be easy but it looks like I would have to wait till july before I can start school anyway or can I start sooner??? I am looking at maybe a 2 year associate degree in electronic technology..... lots of jobs I could of had if I had this degree, maybe some computer science classes would be good too but for now I will put this computer down and take a break, got too much going on and friday I need to go to the clarkston/walla walla school and talk with worksource about the dislocated worker program and what I can get from them so HELP if you know anything about going to school and the steps I should do to get there, THNX :)

My Daughter pee's like a boy...!

Okay hehehe now the title sounds strange but so is this tidbit, after dinner the wife was getting baby K's bath ready and the little one was runnin around in her diaper, then next I noticed she had no diaper on and was runnin around, so I assumed the wife took it off and its almost time for bath, well baby K just standing there in front of the bathroom lookin in at the bath and mommy well her hand was wet and she started shakin it and I looked at her and the carpet was wet in a puddle in front of her, hehehehe OMG..

Anyway she then looked at me and I can see it all down her legs, poor baby hehehehe so the wife says go put her on her potty chair, okay so I did and she sat there but all was out so we just sat there and I told her this is where you potty, over and over I said it hehehehe well while they are in the bathroom and baby K is soaking in the tub, I had a bright Idea, I put carpet fresh down to soak it up and then I would vacuum up the mess, uhhhhhh it turned into concrete and was like a solid mass of grey matter on the carpet, vacuum did nothing, well we had a steam vac in the garage that did not sell at a garage sale so I got on my hands and knees and got the carpet wet, hehehe no I did not stand there and pee , and no I did not squat like a girl and pee either, geee get it out of your head...

I scrubbed and scrubbed and got it all wet and scrubbed and finally got it all cleaned up and the carpet is now all clean hehehehehe okay I never thought my daughter was going to stand there and pee on the carpet or that carpet fresh turns into concrete when it gets wet and dries. Well she has no clue yet to sit down so we are gonna start her off on some pull ups to get her to learn about where and when and how to potty, most of the time now she holds it and holds it and then in the middle of the night she fills up her diaper and its like 20 pounds when you change it, so next time lets hope I am not standing in front hehehehe luckily I was behind and back like 3 steps but when I saw the puddle and her shakin her hand I almost started to laugh but that would not of been good either.... well my daughter pee's like a boy... LOL
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