Was gonna bitch about work.......

Well I was gonna bitch about work but I read my wifes blog and started to cry, I remember alot but never forget, I just don't really think about my past, it seems cold, my past that is, and it makes me depressed when I do remember, my friends will always be gone and most of the time before I would think why them and not me.... Life , today is memorial day I feel cold. thats not right but there is nothing I can do.. so today I think I will do something I use to do with my friends and thats play music, except I will be alone, well miss k has a tamborine she can join in..

Stress and can't sleep....

We are sinking ship in our ocean over here, anyway life sucks being broke all the time, never can do anything but breathe air because its not taxed yet, anyway another reason I can not sleep is I got a test today at work, yeah its not a normal workday, but I am taking a setup test at work, a math test and a hands on test with tools, all to better myself and make more money and to not work so hard....

The more money you make where I work the less physical the work is, unless your an assembler then the heavier the work the more pay, but you can work in shipping riding a forklift all day and make the same as me, so its time to move up and work even less, (not les but less pysical) I just hope I can pass the testing, so stressed I can not sleep because everything in my life is just like falling apart, well thats how I feel I guess....

Well lets hope our wonderful life over here gets better by me trying to upgrade and to all of you please pray for D, she needs to get a foot in the door somewhere so she can be happier too and then we will have a happy world for all to come and see, maybe stay awhile and have bar-bee-que this summer with little miss K, yeah before she she gets a car and moves out... life is just going to fast, so slow down time for us please.. pray for my D, I already know where I am going so no need for me on your list...

Thanks to all of you who like us..... really my blog is just a nightmare and sometimes I feel just like crying...

Clearwire Sucks Donkey Balls...

I really hate to bitch about stuff (Luv it luv it)... anyway we are getting screwed over by ClearWire Internet, yup a big company like them only get rich by fucking screwing its customers out of money, they actually charged my debit card without my permission. D used it once a long time ago to pay it online once and because we were behind by one billing cycle they found this transaction and decided WTF lets charge this on there debit card, what if my card was canceled or something hehehehe would of been funny, D told them on the phone when we could pay this and they went ahead a charged it and now my account may be overdrawn and fees attached from the bank... Thanks alot CLEARWIRE fucking ASSHOLES, you lost our business...

Besides there service sucks donkey balls, its like having a dual 56k modem is all, so like uhhhh WTF would I pay for this slow service, well D was mad at cable company, and I think she hates them for alot of reasons so we switched to Clearwire, well after awhile it was like the slowest interent I have had since the phone modem days of the mid 90's, how this works is they share the connection, the more people in your hood get clearwire and are online when you are the slower you all go, cable does this as well but its still faster than Clearwire, I decided to shop around for a dedicated account, WHY you ask, well with CLEARWIRE SHIT, I get a email saying please stop using the internet too much, WHAT THE FUCK ?????, they said in this email that I been connected and using to much bandwidth and slowing others down, WELL HUH I guess I need to comply, hehehehe I am paying for internet and they tell me to not use it too much and to let others get online, FUCK YOU ASSHOLES, I paid for it I am going to use it 24/7 if I want...

Well my PC was connected online 24/7 and so is D's, its always connected but mine was set to auto-download and upload at there max speed, well it was slow anyway but I did this at night the most but thought I would try to download when I was sleeping, I sleep in the days on the week-end, hmmmm most teens are home then and that must of slowed down because everyone was downloading something, WTF CLEARWIRE ????, stupid fuckin dumb asses, thats what the internet does, you surf and download shit stupid fucks, what a bunch of assholes to say ohhh you are like a hog and need can-not be online so much because someones teen across town wants to be on You-tube to watch funny videos and I must wait my turn so they can surf the web.... I am paying for your SHITTY SERVICES just like them so FUCK YOU CLEARWIRE....

Needless to say Clearwire SUCKS DONKEY BALLS.... did I mention CLEARWIRE in this post (hehehehe) want to make sure everyone knows that CLEARWIRE SUCKS... anyway we go to get disconneted and they wont till there modem is returned even though I am not online at all with them they are charging me full anyway until they get the shit back, they will not pro-rate it by the days so if you sent it in around the start of a bill cycle you get charged for the whole cycle or month, so we are getting screwed out of 2 months of SERVICE I DO NOT HAVE OR USE, I will be paying CLEARWIRE, so this is another reason to NEVER USE CLEARWIRE NEVER, they are a bunch of silly assholes who rip people off.... see they already charged my debit card illegally and now they will charge us again for a month we are not using because we are sending the modem by ups tomorrow to their return center in Nevada.... but then they will cancel us when ever so lets hope they do it before the next billing cycle, would not surprise me if they try to scam another month out of us, AOL got sued for doing this practice, now AOL is on the ball because of this and never charges for no services used.... CLEARWIRE SUCKS.... charge me for something I have not used, ASSHOLES ...CLEARWIRE IS A BUNCH OF ASSHOLES

Well lets just say I got something thats way faster than cable, you know how cable says were up yo 7 times faster than a phone modem, well I am around 50 times faster than Cable .... so uhhhhh cable is even slow anymore these days, I got a dedicated DSL connection, which they are like fast fast fast these days, and its actually cheaper than CLEARWIRE, even after ther introductory price is over and I pay full price, its about 10 bucks cheaper and 50 times faster than cable, .. WOW guess I can say its official, CLEARWIRE SUCKS REALLY SUCKS BAD....
SO heed my warning tell all your friend to cancel CLEARWIRE, never use CLEARWIRE, tell everyone to tell everyone to tell their everyone that CLEARWIRE SUCKS.....

Explosion at the workplace...

Yes this is a real explosion (boom) not a bunch of people fighting, it was the last weekend before this work weekend and it was Sunday, or what I call my friday, anyway it was just before lunch and everyone was working hard because the 2 newbies which I thought was ( well better not say) hehehehe I can say it was more work for me with them there anyway, they are being moved to another shift (thank god) anyway we were working along and one employee was priming cases, there are 500 primers on a board and you shake 500 cases into a plate and then you put primer plate then case plate and run it into the machine, the machine presses the primers into the cases, well the machine is set so you have to have cases on the primer plate before you send it in, this is so the primers can not go alone because the press will squeeze them and it will go BOOM....

Well it happened, she set a primer plate on the press and was going fast and sent it in, the machine should of not of sent it in, but the safety mechanism failed and it went into the machine, she claimes she tried to hit the stop button but was too late, BOOM, and everyone jumped in the building, it was loud, so loud that it shook the building, smoke was rolling out of this machine for 30 seconds, it could of been really bad but this machine has plexi-glass shield which contains any parts and pieces from hitting you, yeah sounds like a safe place to work you think....

Well our line was down after that, they left the machine as is until all the big wigs showed up and it was comfirmed the safety switch was out of adjustment, so for who knows how long I been running this machine that way it could of happened to anyone, I have sent it a primer plate but hit the stop button myself and thought that was stupid, so now it works last night this Sunday I thought hmmm so I tried and nothing so I put cases on and hit it and it went into the press, so its safe now, we all thought if she got fired we were going to all say something, why, it was like her first 2 weeks online and the safety was at fault, she got drug tested after this and was gone the rest of the night, but we all seen her this week at her new shift.

It kinda sucks not having a full crew, we are down 2 people on our line so I still have to work my ass off until we get more bodies to replace the empty spots, and to think about all the machines, hehehehehe really for what we do with all the explosive materials we handle it is a safe plac e to work, except in the back of my mind I think all these machines are like over 40 years old and there falling apart, and a big company making milllions every week just wont update the work place, they are getting new stuff on line one and stuff, last night line 2 broke something and shut down, guess someday it will be all replaced.... well thats all the work blog I got for now.