My Favorite 70's Icon just Died....

Wow, sad sad sad , I think every little boy had a poster on the wall of this icon when they were growing up in the 70's, I know I did, I bet it would be worth a mint now but its too sad, even if I had the poster that I had above my bed hehehehe I would not sell.... then another one died but I won't talk about him because the news has been flooded with the shit.... anyway she was a good girl and will be missed...

Copper Eyed Children ...

What are dreams for? , this is one of the saddest dreams I ever had, D heard me talking in my sleep, she heard me say "the copper eyed children only live for 2 weeks, she talked back to me and asked if I was awake, I answered yes, but I was still asleep, she asked what and where ???and I answered again with "I seen it on the science channel and that the copper eyed children only live for 2 weeks.... "

Strange but what I was dreaming before was I was watching the science channel and learned that there was something bad about the world we were in now and that childrens eyes will turn to copper and then they will die in less than 2 weeks, weird I got to stop watching the educational stuff, anyway after that D heard me talking, and I thought that was part of my dream and yes it is because I was still asleep.. So D actually changed the path of my dream...

Now after all that I kept on dreaming and not sure where D was after that point of her talking to me, I know she must of got up to let me sleep but she was not in my dream anymore... this is where it gets sad and I can't get this part out of my head but my little baby K was in my dream and her eyes turned copper and I was so devasted... I only remember that I was holding her in my arms in the rocking chair and I was not going to let her go out of my arms, I don't remember and I don't think I told anyone, the copper eyed children were dying everyday from the world we lived in and I was going to loose my little baby... all I can remember was holding her screaming no no no and thats when I woke up...

I never told D the whole dream because I just did not understand what the hell it was about, this copper eyed children had D thinking because she went out to the jeep and there was 2 empty white buckets in the back and on them it said big letters COPPER, hehehe they were from work and copper comes in them and its used in the process of coating the lead, but thats not why I was dreaming about this weird world we lived in, where the copper came from who knows, I just was so stress and worried about something to dream I was loosing my baby girl, that was a wierd dream.... sure wish I knew what was stressing me out... had to be from stress, who really knows..

I know that dreams are mostly random thoughts pulled out of memory and scrambled together in no order at all , some poeple say well I never seen this person before, but yet they have, your brain stores everything you hear, smell and touch and see... yes you look through a magazine and not really paying attention but every face you were expose to for just a glance is now stored in your head, anytime your brain can randomly pull anything at anytime and stir it all up and toss it out as a dream. So just think everything you hear, birds, cars, and everysound from TV and your not paying attention but your out in a crowd and you see people, not really looking at people to remember anybody even but your brain does and its all stored in your head, you might not recall but the dreamland will pull it out of storage, so you think you don,t remember, hmmmm its still in your head from day one... yes your first breathe is stored in the brain too...

Why I dream about this has me baffled, it was so real that I even was talking and answering D back in my sleep, now D can talk to me and I will answer back, ohhhh what now will she be asking ??? hehehe LOL.... Thats the first I know I was really listening to someone outside my dream and talking back, thats scary to think your dreamland brain thing can communicate and randomly make dreams at the same time... this is not good, I know my wife will be talking to me when I sleep now, LOL damn she has it made now... just remember I can not be responsible for what it randomly makes up out of the soup its making....

I am just so happy to see my baby safe and happy and I hope I never dream about that ever again.... in my dream all I do remember was thinking I was going with her no matter what, thats why I can't for the life of me figured where D was in my dream at that point, I was just holding my baby and rocking and it was the end for both of us.... if D did not talk to me I don't think she would of been in this dream... what ever kind of world we were in was like some toxic wasteland so I know now its not this world, LOL well close its still a bad planet LOL... or I would not of came up with this wierd dream...

Something to be happy about....

Well I have not blogged for awhile, figured you all did not want to here about all the fuck ups I have to work with so I did not post, yes its so bad that I just figured fuck them all, was hoping a new job would appear but then the boss came up to me and said he got me into the swing shift monday thru thursday, KEWL get of the retard bus and move up the ladder, most of the people with more senoirity than me already moved to weekend days, and stuff then the spot opened for a swing during the week and I got it, so he helped because I said I wanted days during the week but them old timers will never retire and everyone with more senoirity than me get first crack...

So now I will be getting a full 40 hour week, no more 12 hour days but 10 hours days so ya kewl, most people start on weekend swing like me, then you move to weekend days and then to swing then to days but since people moved from w/end days to swing a bunch on our shift moved to weekend days well another spot opened for swing and the boss placed me and another kid who has been there for 2 years over to swing, kewl , but some people with more seniority are kinda mad because they wanted swing, well you jumped out onto the day shift and were not there for him to move ya , hehehehehe and your new boss was not there to fill the spot because it came in on friday night a spot was opened, well first come first served, well senoirity, well the kid had it down for swing I had any shift and was next since the rest of the crew already went..

Sad news is now I am at the bottom of the senority list on the new crew, I lost my status from weekend swing which I moved up to like the middle but hey I am that much closer to day shift now, I will work from 3:30 pm to 2:00 am, not this 5pm to 5 am for 3 days, my checks will be bigger, I only got 34.5 hours and now I get my full 40, just that little bit of hours will add up to almost $5,000 a year more at my pay rate, I still got one more raise coming and its based on hours, well the hours will build faster now I get 80 hours every paycheck rather than 69 hours so will get to my next raise faster, got about 5 months to go to be maxed out but that will put me around $17 per hour..

So guess its all good for now , will have friday - sunday off, to go off and do things on the weekend with everyone will be nice, well if I had friends to do things with, hehehehe anyway I am off tonight because I start this monday, so I took off tonight or I would of worked 7 days so the boss said if you want I will give you sunday off, and I took p.t.o. so its paid and I went out to dinner with my family, then off to dairy queen with baby k for her fav, ice cream, she was happy, I am happy to see the wife happy, I think she is happy, not sure yet, will find out when she gets up and reads this blog.... So I start a new crew and these folks been on this shift for awhile and more will be coming from my old shift and that w/days shift so will still be on the bottom but for now I don't have to carry everybody on my old line anymore, its gonna be nice to not work so hard and get more hours, Kewl........