Copper Eyed Children ...

What are dreams for? , this is one of the saddest dreams I ever had, D heard me talking in my sleep, she heard me say "the copper eyed children only live for 2 weeks, she talked back to me and asked if I was awake, I answered yes, but I was still asleep, she asked what and where ???and I answered again with "I seen it on the science channel and that the copper eyed children only live for 2 weeks.... "

Strange but what I was dreaming before was I was watching the science channel and learned that there was something bad about the world we were in now and that childrens eyes will turn to copper and then they will die in less than 2 weeks, weird I got to stop watching the educational stuff, anyway after that D heard me talking, and I thought that was part of my dream and yes it is because I was still asleep.. So D actually changed the path of my dream...

Now after all that I kept on dreaming and not sure where D was after that point of her talking to me, I know she must of got up to let me sleep but she was not in my dream anymore... this is where it gets sad and I can't get this part out of my head but my little baby K was in my dream and her eyes turned copper and I was so devasted... I only remember that I was holding her in my arms in the rocking chair and I was not going to let her go out of my arms, I don't remember and I don't think I told anyone, the copper eyed children were dying everyday from the world we lived in and I was going to loose my little baby... all I can remember was holding her screaming no no no and thats when I woke up...

I never told D the whole dream because I just did not understand what the hell it was about, this copper eyed children had D thinking because she went out to the jeep and there was 2 empty white buckets in the back and on them it said big letters COPPER, hehehe they were from work and copper comes in them and its used in the process of coating the lead, but thats not why I was dreaming about this weird world we lived in, where the copper came from who knows, I just was so stress and worried about something to dream I was loosing my baby girl, that was a wierd dream.... sure wish I knew what was stressing me out... had to be from stress, who really knows..

I know that dreams are mostly random thoughts pulled out of memory and scrambled together in no order at all , some poeple say well I never seen this person before, but yet they have, your brain stores everything you hear, smell and touch and see... yes you look through a magazine and not really paying attention but every face you were expose to for just a glance is now stored in your head, anytime your brain can randomly pull anything at anytime and stir it all up and toss it out as a dream. So just think everything you hear, birds, cars, and everysound from TV and your not paying attention but your out in a crowd and you see people, not really looking at people to remember anybody even but your brain does and its all stored in your head, you might not recall but the dreamland will pull it out of storage, so you think you don,t remember, hmmmm its still in your head from day one... yes your first breathe is stored in the brain too...

Why I dream about this has me baffled, it was so real that I even was talking and answering D back in my sleep, now D can talk to me and I will answer back, ohhhh what now will she be asking ??? hehehe LOL.... Thats the first I know I was really listening to someone outside my dream and talking back, thats scary to think your dreamland brain thing can communicate and randomly make dreams at the same time... this is not good, I know my wife will be talking to me when I sleep now, LOL damn she has it made now... just remember I can not be responsible for what it randomly makes up out of the soup its making....

I am just so happy to see my baby safe and happy and I hope I never dream about that ever again.... in my dream all I do remember was thinking I was going with her no matter what, thats why I can't for the life of me figured where D was in my dream at that point, I was just holding my baby and rocking and it was the end for both of us.... if D did not talk to me I don't think she would of been in this dream... what ever kind of world we were in was like some toxic wasteland so I know now its not this world, LOL well close its still a bad planet LOL... or I would not of came up with this wierd dream...